all we have is now
today, i received my first job offer. i felt like it was official because it was sent through fedex. the gig is part-time and only temporary, but could possibly lead to something more substantial. i'm leaning towards taking it but i'm still going to wait a few days before deciding and signing the agreement. accepting is the first step to a radically different life; it's the real world now. moving out, job, a possible second job, uncertainty over the future, girlfriend -- it's all very exciting but somehow i get the feeling that when i leave home, things won't be so happy-go-lucky. i suppose it's all part of growing up. but i think the biggest issue for me, more than money, is time. i won't have much of it and that makes me sad. over the past ten years, i have prided myself in being available and flexible for my friends. i can't be that person anymore. why is world domination so tough? gah.
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